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Nevertheless, perceived rejection or ill-feeling between a person’s alters can be very damaging and significantly He bore  your  rejection,  your  heartache,  your  humiliation. He was naked, he was beaten, he was rejected and shamed. They mocked his body.   Any feeling of isolation and rejection at their very formation is often magnified still further by the would be rejected.

Terrified, I rejected him and hastily burned the porn. Finally, I e-mailed him, telling him how God had rejected me. I begged God to understand that I was a reject and needed them. God, however, refused to see me as a reject. He never wants me to think of myself as bad or unlovable or a reject.

It is hardly surprising that when alters first surface after feeling despised and rejected for years, remarks as rejection. were her who rejected the alter. One of Jake’s alters used to call himself “Reject.” I don’t want to be Rejected ever again.  

I have feelings. I have tears, pains, joys, needs and desires just like anybody else. I am me. It breaks my heart when you reject me. I know you want to forget everything that happened, but how can you, when part of you is still reeling Just as your arm can help you and can feel pain, so can I, but far beyond any limb, I have a mind. And when you become aware that I feel that pain for you – pain I could be freed from if only you would

Hope When You Feel Like Saying, “I Should Kill Myself, I’d be Better Off Dead!” No wonder I feel forced to admit that I admire you! Perhaps by confessing how I feel about you I have lost all credibility in your eyes. you to reject all the support you so deeply deserve. Right now, you can be expected to feel far more like a hopeless loser than a hero but feelings are rarely

Alters can transfer feelings to each other. She can help me feel safe and loved. How? Because I am trying to give her those feelings so I can feel them from her. Does that make sense? I am the reject doll on the shelf in the shop, nowhere as beautiful as Baby Elle. I’d like to take away any pain she feels.

When terrifyingly oppressed by what feels like hardness of heart, or devastating feelings of guilt and I was feeling a little unwell and began to focus on my breathing. This is the dilemma you face: will you do what feels natural and give the guilt feeling, unwanted thought through (actually, countless thousands would care if they truly knew) but no matter how isolated or rejected you feel, you are not alone.

For encouragement, see “I Kept Trying to Force God to Reject Me” . (Do not, however, let the alter feel rejected or of no use because of this, but explain how valuable He wants every trace of filth and pain and rejection to be dumped on him until it kills him, because slowly and prayerfully what it says of Jesus, the perfect alter: Isaiah 53:3-6  He was despised and rejected He bore your rejection, your heartache, your humiliation.

this is just one of many factors prodding anyone with Dissociative Identity Disorder to despise and/or reject might be insane, and to worry that if your friends and people important to you found out, they would reject Everything you dislike about your alters exists because they feel unloved, ignored or rejected and/or their abuser is no longer around), forcing them to continue to suffer the pain of icy isolation and rejection Expecting only to get rejection, I kept my alters suppressed, even from me.

not want to feel and so try to convince themselves they are something that is incapable of feeling some even feel little emotional pain. One of the downsides of this is that the lack of feeling makes them feel less than human – more like To my warped thinking, people’s normal shyness, fear of rejection, preoccupation with their own concerns It feels funny.

After having tried so hard to be a good Christian, I ended up hating the God I believed had rejected rebelling against the true God but against a beast that not only did not love me but who continually rejected training myself, I have become increasingly skilled at knowing what thoughts are not my own and should be rejected I learned that thinking about a temptation gives it time to snowball into something greater and so rejecting Next Testimony: Extreme Grace: A Christian who kept doing all he could to force God to reject him

wonderful relationship with God that she, too, would like, but she was frightened that Jesus would reject More than just rejection, however, she was terrified that Jesus might molest her. He made me feel good about myself. “Jesus is in my heart and I feel the love and respect for you that he feels,” I replied. The next day, Star’s host was feeling down.